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Selasa, 25 Oktober 2011

BLEEDING.........

u make this eyes bleeding with the sickness
u took this heart into a river of fire
u burn this skin with  the touch of a liar
u stop this heartbeat with your broken arrow
u torn this soul be a pieces
"i'm bleeding...i'm bleeding..."
"someone save me..."

is this what u want, seeing me suffers???
bleeding everywhere, scars in anywhere of my body n soul
STOP....
ENOUGH...

Noo...i'm stronger that u thought....
i have a blood of my brother who always can survive in every
situation no matter how bleeding he's hurt until the end of his life

No more hurt, No more tears, No more sick, No more bleeding, No more fall
I'm done...It's time for me to stand up...
This hurt is gonna be the power of my raising
I'm a ZERO now, but you'll see i'm gonna be a THOUSAND

Senin, 24 Oktober 2011

Darker Shade of Me

It's a lonely way living on my own,
I never thought that I would be this far from all I ever imagine before,
I gave you all the love in me but love is blind and now I see,
The fool I've been believing you loved me,

I know you'll be back again when you feel the cold,
And the truth will find you out for all the lies you sold,
Chase the rainbows you can find 'cos you've gone too far this time,
The fool I've been believing you were mine

Now what am I supposed to do?
Do you feel this pain?
Do you remember the promises you made?
Let's hope there's no a day when your sky's gonna rain...
I'm sure you'll come running and back to me again
Sorry is not a big deal but the hardest is when we said "I'm sorry" and "I forgive u"
when the heart is burn up with the madness...

Kamis, 06 Oktober 2011

A Monologue

It's about love...A lovers who are helpless against tradition. their right to be loved and to love the wheels run over conceit of a value that had long faded.
When i was so young my mom always sang the song about love is like a butterfly alighting wherever it wants. When I was growing up, I said to my mom "Yes love is indeed like a butterfly, alighting on the go just like me now who are in love" then my mom so delightful said "ooo great i'm gonna have a grand child...." "noo mom, it won't be happen!"
For the sake of modesty holds the value of tradition, my mother collapsed unconscious. I scrabbled to find a new stand. my efforts completely meaningless, I die and become worm on mulberry leaves.
I became a cocoon. I want to be a butterfly, because love is like a butterfly the butterfly is like love, alighting wherever he/she wants. entrust happiness at heart he/she loved.
I transformed into little butterfly protruding from the cocoon. I tried both joyous flutter of wings, flying among the flowers smile. The joy of the world so dazzling. I don't realize the world want me to dance with other butterflies, but I chose to set in place my feet on top of a sprig of chrysanthemums proletarian surrounded by thorny bushes. But the chrysanthemums were greeted with compassion.
Love, if you never let it test the loyalty of brave, you'll never look the greatness. then only silence is what will you reap. you think you glorify love, but you use it for your selfishness, you are destroying the name of love for my happiness petals.
BUT TRUE LOVE WILL NEVER LOSE......
Many of yearning love, true love is never disappointing. But the tradition and majesty of a value engineering heartbreaking love-stricken
Your nails tore my pair of wings that is not created to fight. Just like Romeo and Juliet together I had fallen under your feet. from where we are experiencing the glory of love has degenerated, your face is not visible. Your chest swelled too high blocking my gaze.
But you also do not realize what you have done. In the name of tradition, the value of divine majesty, material wealth and you destroy the value of our normality. what can we do? we never understood why until the end of time ...., maybe
I was a small sprig of chrysanthemums, the holy crown of the bud unfolds. Beautiful butterfly landed its little legs, happily swinging in the wind finger jokes. Solar smiled from his throne in the eastern horizon, when its rays lighting, the clumps trying shaded by an umbrella of leaves. 
In which the water is crystal clear river flowing refresh our love. Until you come up with a piece of shabby edict. 
Is there something wrong with us? No one dared to answer !!!
My little petals spilled on land earth crying. So its sobbed through its ​​tears washed away my little petals and butterfly wings torn off.
Our love story will continue to flow even unstoppable. Because we are real. Because only the power of love that can stop the hypocritical behavior. Because the strength is only going to be miserable for a moment, because only eternal love and knows no tradition of conditions. 

HURT SO BAD...

I've never met somebody that does what you do
Takes my emotions and make each one fell brand new
Trouble is there is someone been here in my heart
So now I've got to put an end to what I've been dying to start

Sounds like it should be easy but it's just so hard
We've got to come to our senses before we go too far
I want you but I can't have you
So sad so true
Got to be careful what you wish for cos this could never come true

I can't help seeing how it could be
I close my eyes and you're here next to me
I'm helplessly watching us start to fade
And love slip away

And it wouldn't hurt so bad if it didn't feel so good
You know I would be with you if there was anyway I ever could
You know I wouldn't miss your touch if I didn't want it so much
I don't want to go but I should

Rabu, 05 Oktober 2011

WHY????

And now , I know that I was wrong
You never really cared for me all along
And with you every dream I had was all it was , ain't that the fact

So I hold my head deep in my hands
I'm lost at sea no sign of land
I never knew what love could cost
No-one could know how much I've lost
 
I can't go on now that you've gone
There's nothing left inside
I'll never understand why you had to lie
It's not enough to say you love
And then just say goodbye
I'll never break these chains
Theres no where to hide
Why did you have to lie?

And now that every hope has gone
I've got to find the strength to carry on
Alone , much more than before
I've given everything , theres nothing more

Why does it hurt so much when theres nothing I can do?
Why do I hate myself 'coz I can't stop loving you?
Now my life is empty
All I have is pain
I can't forget you
Why couldn't you have stayed?


Why did you have to lie?

Senin, 07 Februari 2011

The Last Memory...

U gave me a new look
U gave me a new vision
U gave me a new world that I haven’t touched
U gave me a new spirit, a courage
To know myself better than before
To discover my potential inside
To explore all the color in this world
U make me feel different
U make me thought
U make me strong to get over my life
U had wrote the storyline in my life
Be apart of my journey
Be apart to fill my emptiness
Maybe u never know about how I fell
Maybe u never look my way to made u a special one in my heart
Maybe I’m just a little thing on your adventure
I know who I’m, I know who u are
I know we just like land and sky high
But I’m always hope that one day I can touch your face
To figure out and make the art in my soul
Another night I was dreamed that u into my life
Share the laugh and the joy
But last night I was dreamed u walk away from me
I try to run looking for u but u so fast gone in the dark of night
I just scream and scream called your name
But u never exist, till I wake up…
Now I realize that I have to let u go in my mind, in my dream, in my memory
The last shot u see your smile for once again just being my hopeless
This is the last words to tell about u
This is the last goodbye till GOD send our destiny
This is the last memory that I have erase….
Always have u deep down on my heart my GC….

Rabu, 02 Februari 2011

About Love

The only real voyage of discovery consist not in seeking new landscape, but in having new eyes…
(Marcel Proust)


For one human being to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks…the work for which all other work is but preparation
(Rainer Maria Rilke)