UNTITLED

I saw u move through that gate
i heard that starting your steps away
I looked up to shadow disappeared at the end of the crossing
You're gone now, but not forgotten
I still can hear your voice
I still can remember every story, and all of the words
and your smile is a perfect art when emptiness wrestle my soul
I can't say this to your face
I’m not sure that u still can hear me or no
And now I’m puzzled, so lost
I’m missing u like crazy…
Now I’m realize that I’m so blessed to knew u in my life
My soul screaming out just want to tell u all the feeling
I had the time to tell you but no..no..never..
I never imagine how to face the day when I tell the truth
even though all the words will come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself that I'll see you again someday and honestly with my feeling

FIXING A BROKEN HEART

there was nothing to say the day I left
just filled the suitcase full of regrets
I hailed the taxi in the rain
looking for some place to ease the pain
then like an answer prayed
I turn around and found u there
you really know where to start
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have broken apart
now I don’t understand what I’m going through
there must be a plan that led me to you
because the hurt just disappears
in every moment that you are near
just like an answered prayer
you make the loneliness easy to bear
soon the rain will stop falling
and I’ll forget the past ‘cause here we are last

(by : INDECENT  OBSESSION)

GOLDEN CREATURE

Perfect day, darken cold, so lonesome
I thought I was the one, but there’s another creature across my side
Hmmm….so lovely, nice smile, gentle move
And suddenly the corner of your eyes right snap to mine
Step by step we’re getting closer
And the first time of sound it was like an angle
So softly voices
U told me everything about your adventure
About your journey, your talent
It seems so perfect human
And I just have ear that can buy
Like a chemistry reaction inside my body, I fell so burning up
So inspired, so excited, so thought
Only 12 hour our journey, u gave me another world that change my view
Only 12 hour u make me so missing u…
Hope to see u again
And I know I’ll see u again GOLDEN CREATURE

Dark Soul

So loudly everywhere
All voices surrounding my ear
Many different colors sighting on my eyes
But there’s one color attraction my look
I try to reach u
I call u to get close to me
But u avoids me, abandon me
I’m coming over u
But there’s a strong glasses wall that I can’t fight
I send u the SOS sign
But u still don’t care it
U standing there, Talking everywhere
Seeing anywhere, But me…
Can’t u see me dark soul?
Can’t u hear me…
Why don’t u?
Or u don’t want to try
U don’t even notice my shadow
Maybe I’m hiding, but I’m hiding in bright place
I’m standing here, wait for u
I’ll show u my dark side
I’ll show u my different color

CLOSE YOUR EYES....

Close your eyes when u sleep
Close your eyes when u cry
Close your eyes when u imagine something
Why???
Because all the beautiful things in this world was not seeing
And once again close your eyes after u read it…and remain this…
Sometimes we feel weird
When we find someone with her/his own unique and its click with us, we feel something weird too
We just like fall into something and it’s called LOVE
There’s a lot of things that we can’t let go
So many people that we don’t want to leave
But it’s not the end of the world when u have to release
It’s the beginning
The happiness will come to them who had been crying, hurting, searching and trying
Because they had faced and appreciated the people who had touch their lifes
BRAVE HEART, GREATEST LOVE…
Is when your tears go out and still care of her/him
Is when she/he doesn’t care about u but u still waiting for her/him patiently
Is when she/he begins to love someone else and u smile and say “I’m happy for u”
If love doesn’t worth just flight your wing and fly away to the sky
Maybe u find and lost love
But when love is burning to die, u don’t have to come with it
The strong man is not who always win but who is standing still when their she/he falls
In our life we learn about our self, and realize that there must be no REGRET just an appreciation of every choice that we had made of
TRUE FRIENDS…
Understand when u say “I forget”
Still waiting when u say “wait a moment”
Stand there when u say “leave me alone!”
Open the door before u knock and say “can I come in?”
TO LOVE…
Is not how to forget but how to forgive
Is not how to hear but how to understand
Is not what u see but what u feel
Is not how to release but how to hang on
More dangerous to hide a tear inside your heart than drop it through your eyes
The tears which come through your eyes can wipe it dry but the hiding tears just leave the scars and never be healed
Sometimes we lost our love but we still win because we have made it to love someone more than our self
There will come a time when we have to stop loving someone, it’s not because she/he stops loving us, but because we realize that she/he will be happier if we release her/him
When u really love someone, don’t let her/him go but fight for her/him
Don’t believe that releasing means u really love someone, but fight for your true love
It’s better to wait someone appropriate
Sometime people that u really love was someone who hurt u so deeply
Sometime friend who always hug u, cry with u, and there for u is love that u never realize….

LOST

I will make me a willow cabin at your gate
and call upon my soul within the house
I will write loyal cantons of condemned love
and sing them loud even in the dead of night
I will hallo your name to the reverberate hills
and make babbling gossip of the air cry out
I rush in to the secret house……………..

Shall I abide in this dull world which in thy absence is not better than a sty?
The crown of the earth doth melt and there’s nothing left remarkable beneath the visiting moon

LOVE is….it just is
and nothing you can say can make it go away
because it is the point of why we are here
it is the highest point and once you are up there
looking down on everyone else you’re there forever
because if you’ll move, you’ll fall

from English Literature

love sh*t...

why LOVE can make peace of the world?
why everyone must not to stop looking for LOVE?
why LOVE sometime just like a rubbish which u can find in any place that u never thought before?
why LOVE can burn the cold blood?
why LOVE can make a heart beat so fast?
why LOVE came into our dream like a ghost?
why LOVE can make someone soul so freezing when its touch by a stranger?
but why LOVE sometime's hurt?
why LOVE sometime make u sick?
ya...everyone like a crazy people when they're fall in LOVE
LOVE is the inspiration to color our live, to make a beautiful scratch, to make a perfect art of someone face...
but does it worth when the heart begin freeze and broke to a million things???